‘WHAT IF’

As soon as I hear the music
I jump on an excitement
I hit the dance floor
Get down with my silly moves
Cos’ I don’t know what else to do
Now I forget the world for awhile
Don’t wana run back to my agitated life
Cos’ I fear, what if I no longer can fight
My innocence kept me captivated for awhile
My heart rather seem quite
I freeze my assets in a fear
My heart’s step away to be seized
I'm trying my best
To let go my emotions free
Cos’ I feel trapped, and it’s bad
Thought I deserved better than this
Callous attitude of mankind
Worst then we can define
The harder approach, got me twisted
Everyone’s the same, the only things
We did to remain maintained
The differences between us
Nothing more than how we feel
Trying to make it out of dirt
However they got me thinking, what if?

'AN ANGEL WITHIN ME'

An angel with pair of huge fair wings, over the clouds
I dreamed ‘bout her, since I was a child
Its little funny how I see
I wonder if she’s looking down on me
I don’t know, I can’t see
Every full moon I look up
Search her among the stars
Just a wish, I could see her face
Wonder if she’s smiling down at me
I’ve heard ‘bout an angel
Fly down to you
When you hold on to your beliefs
I look up to shooting stars
And search for the answers
I hear nothing, just a curiosity
Wonder if she fears, it will break me down
It’s been long years, I wait for her
To come and set me free
Now I realized something, an angel’s within me.

'MY STRENGTH, OUT OF QUESTION'

Bucket full of holy water
Hope it shall wash away all my sins
Painted blue sky, filled with colorless spots
I wonder what's far beyond the surface
I gaze the sun for an hour
Climb up the top, so I can reach it
For a minute, it slows me down a bit
'Coz I can't bare the heat
Now I wait, look for an option
I was hopeless for a moment, did panic a little
Blurry vision, no clear view
Left me stifled without a clue
But my strength is out of question
'Cos I know, results aren't always perfect
One thing that keeps me back on focus
I've been shoved into the worthless heat
Think I'm getting use to it
Little sign of worry in my face
I rinse for awhile to keep it clean
Can someone please explain?
Why do dreams fade, as time pass by
Left me clueless before I notice
Hope my heart is strong enough to take this hit
Show me the place, where mercy exists.