" CONFUSED STATE OF MIND "
Hands in my pocket
waiting things to change
Its nothing but insane
Confused mind is on agony
I can't complain
misery is what I see
Love comes easy
couldn't play it right
Nothing changes
Life's turn out unexpected
I keep myself strong
Dreams turn nightmare
Struggle for survival
Heart as heavy
hard to carry on
My deepest fear
how do I explain
Eyes wide open
Searching for something
can't work it out
I'm crippled hard to move on
Saw things shouldn't have seen
Heard things shouldn't have heard
Word comes hard
as my heart left unnoticed.

Few days on hand
Working on mind day and night
trying to work something out
Hope I accomplish on time
soft fear in my heart
I pray to god, O' lord
Hope I don't fall any weaker
Here I am
My life's on a slow traffic
two feet gun on my head
Just need a second to blow
everything I ever lived for
If I find myself trapped
Should I stay strong or fall on my knees
but time's running faster
Listen to this careless wishpers
Only asset is my heart
hope it doesn't fall any weaker
Expectation is high
Hope I don't loose
My sense of direction
to follow something I thought was right
fight something I think is wrong
Hope to move on
leaving every bitter memories behind.