‘WHAT IF’

As soon as I hear the music
I jump on an excitement
I hit the dance floor
Get down with my silly moves
Cos’ I don’t know what else to do
Now I forget the world for awhile
Don’t wana run back to my agitated life
Cos’ I fear, what if I no longer can fight
My innocence kept me captivated for awhile
My heart rather seem quite
I freeze my assets in a fear
My heart’s step away to be seized
I'm trying my best
To let go my emotions free
Cos’ I feel trapped, and it’s bad
Thought I deserved better than this
Callous attitude of mankind
Worst then we can define
The harder approach, got me twisted
Everyone’s the same, the only things
We did to remain maintained
The differences between us
Nothing more than how we feel
Trying to make it out of dirt
However they got me thinking, what if?

'AN ANGEL WITHIN ME'

An angel with pair of huge fair wings, over the clouds
I dreamed ‘bout her, since I was a child
Its little funny how I see
I wonder if she’s looking down on me
I don’t know, I can’t see
Every full moon I look up
Search her among the stars
Just a wish, I could see her face
Wonder if she’s smiling down at me
I’ve heard ‘bout an angel
Fly down to you
When you hold on to your beliefs
I look up to shooting stars
And search for the answers
I hear nothing, just a curiosity
Wonder if she fears, it will break me down
It’s been long years, I wait for her
To come and set me free
Now I realized something, an angel’s within me.

'MY STRENGTH, OUT OF QUESTION'

Bucket full of holy water
Hope it shall wash away all my sins
Painted blue sky, filled with colorless spots
I wonder what's far beyond the surface
I gaze the sun for an hour
Climb up the top, so I can reach it
For a minute, it slows me down a bit
'Coz I can't bare the heat
Now I wait, look for an option
I was hopeless for a moment, did panic a little
Blurry vision, no clear view
Left me stifled without a clue
But my strength is out of question
'Cos I know, results aren't always perfect
One thing that keeps me back on focus
I've been shoved into the worthless heat
Think I'm getting use to it
Little sign of worry in my face
I rinse for awhile to keep it clean
Can someone please explain?
Why do dreams fade, as time pass by
Left me clueless before I notice
Hope my heart is strong enough to take this hit
Show me the place, where mercy exists.

"THE WORLD I SEE"

I see it comin, never had much
Nothin I wish for more
Doesn't matter if you have a millions
while poor seek for a piece of bread
Have you seen the size of the tears
falling down that little cheek
Can you feel an agony of that little girl
starving for few days
Dear lord, we've been voilated
Rich spending clueless
while poor doesn't have a roof over 'em
and I see 'em hopeless
How long can we go on
piece of my heart is turning cold
It's a madness as you can see
Wonder if things ever change
Poor kids on bare feet, keepin warm
on the pair of bed sheet
Rich kids driving a fancy cars
high on crack, on a back seat
Little kids stripped off their own lives
sheddin tears quite on the dark, I see 'em helpless

"Infantile"

Born on a rough side of town
What is that you fear
Something strikes like a thunder
Lost a sense of direction
He rolls his sleeves
And takes a deep breath
He had a lucky escape
Stumbled upon a stranger
Furious about something
That has nothing to do with
What you seem to believe
Why is it that
We spent much of a life, hating
Than loving someone
Who seems to care.......................................

CHANGING TIMES

Changing times, change in places
Cold places strange faces
Dry upset land
lost water resources
Struggle for food and water
Open thruth nothing but unfaithful
Sad versus bad, unpredictable tsunami
tear homes into pieces
Not just home but million heart, uncountable pieces
tough decision to make, enough we'd face
Long life to live, nothing left to feed
hungry stomach is what we see
How much further??
before we loose our will to fight
Nothing last forever
Still we see our life rolling infront of our eyes
Destined to lonely, left to suffer
time will come for everyone
Coz' everything doesn't have a sad ending
though peace comes with price
Its time to learn, the way we treat each other
Every good is overshadowed by bad
and its sad
You better watch your back
and hang on to what you get
before its too late
Unexpected birth, tears felt flames
living on slums under poverty
Are we strong enough to admit the
worrying face of the earth
Don't blame god coz' we fail to overcome sins
Its a naked thruth and everybody knows
Its a struggle everyday, so hold on
hope you keep the fight on
Its not too late
We can still look for the hidden phase,
the face of lost peace.